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Am I a failure?

Hi there If you are reading this that means I have thrown caution to the wind and decided to post this stream of unconsciousness. My life has fallen apart, quite literally, and it was out of my control; to the best of my knowledge. The end of my last post had a list of silver linings, one of which mentioned that I had bought a house with the person I loved. Unfortunately, that love is gone and I am left without a place to call home, my parents house doesn't feel like home to me anymore because Gloucestershire has become my home. I set up roots here and I intend to keep them firmly planted in Cotswold soil, so I haven't let this defeat me. Losing the person you imagined spending the rest of your life with is possibly the most painful, soul-destroying feeling. It is all consuming and will swallow you whole if you let it. I will not let it. This does not by any means suggest that I didn't love my ex, I loved him with my whole being and I would have lived a happy life wi...